look what you've done, now I'm a mess

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here i am scrolling through my dash

and then in suggested blogs is mim

WTF

SINCE WHEN DO I NOT FOLLOW MIM

WHAT IS THIS SORCERY OMG WTF

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s-kined: fragileminded: This is me and these are my scars. August 2010, on vacation, Greece.  I’m recovering from self harm and these are my scars. They’re there. They’re visible. They always will be and I know that. I can’t go back and undo my mistakes. I used to hide my scars, always. I used to be so ashamed, I felt so ugly and disgusted with myself. People who say self harmers do it for attention? You have no idea of how far we go to cover it up, to conceal the truth, to keep it a secret, to keep it from you.  I regretted my mistakes for years. You know what that does to you? It makes you bitter. It makes you sad. It makes you lonely and miserable. It makes you push people away because you’re so ashamed. Everything hurts. Breathing hurts, living hurts, existing hurts and what hurts the most - to go on. To keep breathing, to keep living.  But you know what? I’m still me. I always have been. My skin might be damaged and yes, it’s self inflicted - but what difference does it make? The people who love me, they love me for me. Flaws doesn’t make them love me any less. My scars are a part of me. My scars made me who I am. People who can’t handle that - they’re free to leave. Friends who left? I let them leave. If I’m not good enough for them because I cut, that’s not my loss.  That’s shallow. Everyone has flaws. Everyone has a story. If people want to judge me based on how I look, go ahead. Are you perfect? Are you sure about that? Have you never done anything in your life you wish you could go back and change? Are you flawless? Really?  Because I’m not, and I know that.  (reblogging for a few anons who asked about it) i need to reblog this everyday so i remember not to be ashamed of my scars. 

s-kined:

fragileminded:

This is me and these are my scars. August 2010, on vacation, Greece. 

I’m recovering from self harm and these are my scars. They’re there. They’re visible. They always will be and I know that. I can’t go back and undo my mistakes. I used to hide my scars, always. I used to be so ashamed, I felt so ugly and disgusted with myself. People who say self harmers do it for attention? You have no idea of how far we go to cover it up, to conceal the truth, to keep it a secret, to keep it from you. 

I regretted my mistakes for years. You know what that does to you? It makes you bitter. It makes you sad. It makes you lonely and miserable. It makes you push people away because you’re so ashamed. Everything hurts. Breathing hurts, living hurts, existing hurts and what hurts the most - to go on. To keep breathing, to keep living. 

But you know what? I’m still me. I always have been. My skin might be damaged and yes, it’s self inflicted - but what difference does it make? The people who love me, they love me for me. Flaws doesn’t make them love me any less. My scars are a part of me. My scars made me who I am. People who can’t handle that - they’re free to leave. Friends who left? I let them leave. If I’m not good enough for them because I cut, that’s not my loss. 

That’s shallow. Everyone has flaws. Everyone has a story. If people want to judge me based on how I look, go ahead. Are you perfect? Are you sure about that? Have you never done anything in your life you wish you could go back and change? Are you flawless? Really? 

Because I’m not, and I know that. 

(reblogging for a few anons who asked about it)

i need to reblog this everyday so i remember not to be ashamed of my scars. 

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cadaverisms: GIVEAWAY GIVEAWAY GIVEAWAY i need some new followers so i’m giving away this luxury, empty can of sugar free red bull it does have my DNA all over the top so it’s obviously worth absolutely nothing and i can guarantee that you will LOVE your new can. you can sleep with it and stroke it all night long and it won’t make a sound OR you could sell it on ebay for nothing less than nothing!!!!!! the picture here is not of great quality but i promise it looks a lot better in real life. MUST BE FOLLOWING >ME< YOU CAN REBLOG AS MANY TIMES AS YOU LIKE GOOD LUCK! THIS MUST REACH 102339001395791039384 NOTES BEFORE I WILL BE DECIDING WHO WINS.

cadaverisms:

GIVEAWAY GIVEAWAY GIVEAWAY

i need some new followers so i’m giving away this luxury, empty can of sugar free red bull

it does have my DNA all over the top so it’s obviously worth absolutely nothing and i can guarantee that you will LOVE your new can. you can sleep with it and stroke it all night long and it won’t make a sound OR you could sell it on ebay for nothing less than nothing!!!!!!

the picture here is not of great quality but i promise it looks a lot better in real life.

MUST BE FOLLOWING >ME<

YOU CAN REBLOG AS MANY TIMES AS YOU LIKE

GOOD LUCK!

THIS MUST REACH 102339001395791039384 NOTES BEFORE I WILL BE DECIDING WHO WINS.

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